I don’t normally express my feelings through words on Tumblr, but tonight will be an exception, because I didn’t actually think that I would lose you this soon. I’ve been crying all night and I don’t know how else to explain to you that you were honestly my every last bit of happiness. Maybe I’m being selfish.. in fact, I know I’m being selfish. You did this for yourself, but I’m sitting here moping in my sorrow because I lost someone who I felt was actually going to be someone I’d last with. It is what it is though, I guess. Maybe I wasn’t a good enough girlfriend for you, maybe I didn’t try hard enough. Maybe if I had helped you a little more we’d still be together, but break ups are never easy, and they’re never something you want to let yourself understand either. I wish I could change all of this. So we could still be together, but you would be happy with your life, and I would be too. That would be so perfect. But instead, I’m sitting here, practically talking to myself on here, and reblogging pictures that express how I’m feeling. Some night.